My friends from Junior high and Elementary school… Most of them are now married and have children. Wow. We hung out everyday, share same stories about school, laughter, we studied together… And we’re such in different places now.. I always thought that getting married and have babies were what I wanted…

the old me will say, “WTH, they’re happily married, with loving husband, cute kids, wonderful life, look at me, I am not even close!!” (I actually said that 2 years a go frustratedly to my housemates in Australia when I found out my friend already had 2 baby girls and moving to London with her family)

but the new me is saying, “well, people have different paths of life…”

Idk why, I am not obsessed anymore about my old dream, finding true love, getting married, living happily ever after..  “if it’ll come, it’ll come.. if no, than it’s not really bad either..”

I was a Charlotte, I am now in between Carrie and Miranda (no commitment, keep it all casual, go go career go,question everything about love and relationship), and who knows one day I’ll turn into a Samantha (I dont mind the sex appeal, but I cant see myself with her habits, please no)

ps: anjis, pede abis ya gue??!! muntah ga lo bacanya?